I just feel how happy I am.
I achieved to leave my country (almost 6 months ago) and cut loose from my family and start to my own life.
Sure I love my family. But I think I m old enough (I am nearly 21) to live with them and be dependent on them.
I already pass bad moments (alhamdolillah) where I learnt and what gave me power but I also pass great moments (alhamdolillah) which made/make me very happy!
I am independent on my family and it is important, I m trying how life really is. To make own money, which are from work not just from pocket of my father or mother or state.
I am trying to learn something new what will be good for my future and testing my patient and will.
There are weak days when I feel really down, but always there are for me 2 important things - faith and the person.

With my faith i m in peace
With the person i m in hope

I pray!

I pass the most important starts in my life!
I always say - human should risk little bit in life because if you dont risk u will never know what could happend also if it is not good it will teach u something.

I want to do something... something what will change my life inshallah, there are two possibilities:
it will "kick" me or "hug" me. I have to try. If I dont I will never know.

^{sorry for my english but I m sure u understand what i wanted to say...}